[Typhoid]

And again, well, they ID'ed the body as his. The body was so badly burnt at first, the couldnt tell even what race it was.

I havent been able to go to school or concentrate since Tuesday after school when my mom told me they found the body.

There are so many things going through my head.

Like, for one, it HAD to be pre-meditated. Because hes a big (muscular) guy. It would take like, 4 guys just to subdue him.

The whole time ive been thinking how he died, the cops havent told us yet. All we know is the body was set on fire. I know it sounds horrible, but i pray he got shot first.

In 3 days ive only got 2 hours of sleep. Every time i close my eyes i see him getting killed in different ways.

And it sucks because the last thing i ever said to him was "Yeah, i could take ya." Then i left my backyard and headed off to Dylans.

I can picture it perfectly. I couldnt imagine it before, but now that hes gone i can picture everything that happened on the last day i saw him like it happened this afternoon.

I have no idea why im posting this here, because its super personal, but im hoping very few people have me unblocked, so as nobody reads this.