Sorry to hear that Cany, I don't think anyone should have to go through that sort of rejection by their father, but these things happen. So with that being said I only have one bit of advice for you when it comes to your Dad. Forgive him!!! It is one of the most selfish things you can do for yourself at this point
Wait now hold it, before someone flames and seeks to bash my head in, give me a minute and let me explain.
You see I know how you feel, you could say I had a lot of resentment and hatred for my Dad (various reasons) and everytime I saw him, this resentment/hatred always use to surface alhtough I use to hide and pretend everything was cool ( btw I live with my dad so it made it sorta tough for me). Hating someone takes up alot of time and enegry and it has the potential to leave you bitter and sometimes it even makes you into the same person you hate (like it almost did to me).
Did your father do something wrong?
Yes!!
Does it hurt?
Yup.
Did you deserve it?
No.
And I'm telling you if you don't let it go (forgive him for what he's done) your going to grow up with that hurt and resentment and it may even affect your family.
Now forgiving your father is not going to be easy, I mean let's be realistic you probadly feel like beating the guy's ass right about now ( I would feel the same way too), it will take time, but in the end it's worth it.
Oh yeah cany if you wanna talk about it some more, I'm on msn messenger.