[Typhoid]

So this may kill my reputation with the people here who actually know me. Which is almost half the active board.

Let's start this off. Shall we?


I havent really ever gotten into weed. Ever. I dont know why. I feel too much like I'm 14 when I'm standing around with some friends lighting a joint. That doesnt mean I'm opposed to doing it occasionally, Because I'm not. It's just I found weed hasnt much ever done anything to me. And I've had (Being from BC, and knowing my brother) some pretty "killer" weed. It's not that great. It just makes me zone out and wonder why I'm zoning out. I'd much rather drink.



From the stages of about grade 11 and 12, I had myself some drug issues. I had my whole extacy phase. I've done that my fair share of times. I wont condone it, but it is a fun drug to do, in moderation. Dont do too many caps at once, and then you'll be fine. Moderately speaking. It's fun. Really fun. I wont lie. You dont want to have sex with everyone, so thats basically a total lie. You're just touchy-er. But you dont notice. I would sit next to girls at parties, and put my arm around them and rub their shoulder, and not even notice I was doing it. It's not that physical contact gets you off, it's just that it feels good. Not "Oh my god, lets cream my pants" good, but good nonetheless.
Once, I remember I was on it at this party at my friend Anthony's house, and my friend Rob was also "rocked". We had to go meet some girls because they didnt know where Anthony lived. So the second we step out the door, Rob looks at me and says "Want to run there?" So I just started running. We apparently ran reallygod damn far, and didnt stop once. It was a 45 minute walk back from where we met them. And we ran the whole way there, near sprinting speed, while also carrying on conversations. That must have actually looked really messed up to people.
Two guys running really fast by them while talking about something in China.




And then about, halfway through summer last year, I got into Cocaine. Which I obviously dont advise anyone to get into at all. It's not that great. It's a total waste of money. It's hard to stop once you do it, and it makes your girl friends cry. Or at least thats what I learned from it. I really only have two things I remember about the times I did coke. One, is that once, I was talking to my friend Chelsea, but I was talking really fast, and I couldnt understand myself. Because I wasnt thinking, I was talking, and listening to what I was saying instead. And I was realizing it was making no sense, so I started to get mad at myself, and didnt understand that, which made me madder.
And the other thing I remember, is that Ashley found out I did it, and cried. And thats the day I stopped doing it.

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All in all, drugs are a waste of time, and a waste of money. But I suppose some people just get into the wrong crowds and stuff. Like me. Even though I'm still totally with the same crowd. Go figure.

I also found out that more people than you think, do cocaine. It's getting as big as weed around here.

But if I would advise anything, it would obviously be dont do cocaine. Dont do anything else either, but cocaine is addictive. Once you start, it's hard to stop. It's not like you'll die for it at first, but if its there, you'll go for it. Then after a while you start spending your money on it, and then 4 months later the girl you love cries and the cycle ends.

Stick with drinking, kids.