Yea , it did come out of nowhere, sorry
I guess I don't have much faith, I can't believe in a "All loving god" who lets good people go thru hell on earth. That loves us so much but will let us see pain and be able to send us to hell cause of it. I don't know... Just allot of things to me don't seem right in religion. Churches seem so hypocritical. People seem to always be looking to fit in and be apart of a group that they never question what there doing or try to see that it might not be real. Who knows, maybe I'm wrong but maybe the other 99% of the world is wrong to...