Let's talk about girls!

[Angrist]

So yesterday was great, but I still have this bad taste in my mouth. Again the feeling that she likes me a lot as a friend.

We had a barbecue with 6 others. If there were any 2 people who had the most contact, it was her and me. Talked and laughed a lot. I think everybody understood that I like her.

Her ex was there. He's a nice guy and they're getting along just fine. I think he realized I'm crazy about her. I wonder if that will spread out, and what that will do to her.

Grr, the easy thing to do would be just asking her directly. What's the deal, where am I?